Reflection of my heart!!!

Monday

2007-04-02T06:15:00.000-07:00

I am here to blog again:) LOLs
Today I have acomapy my mum to market, today in the morning is really a very humid day. I have been very hot the all day. Even when I reach home I can feel myself very sleepy the all day......
Then in the afternoon, around 5+pm I got to go taka there to return my boss pouch card...... lols....... I have excersice a bit today bah lols......
But now I really so bore to death lor..... No work, out too.... alway stay at home, eat,sleep only.... really felt asin I"m gd for nth lor:(
There I decided to go swimmin tml.... to get myself sun tan..... or if not go find some better job to do..... I now still tinkin weather I should continue studies or not..... I don wanna go a course I don like......
Coz I can c my path... I don wanna follow the crowd. My frenz have been encourge me to studies more.... U cant 4ever juz find part-time job. But there also many ppl juz force themself to take any course juz to tell other they in Poly wat the use when u come out to society but not work as the cert that u get... like U study mass com but when cum out juz work as acountance???? I don c the link lor.... I do also offer the course in ITE that is to study IT.... yet my frenz whom take the course say there very gd, coz it veri slack there and teacher will give u ans in exam de???? siao I pay $$$ go there is to learn smting de lor.... I don wan relax, I wan stress with new stuff..... I don wan ans in exam but y hard work to get the result.....
So now I am really depend on where god wan to brin me to lor.... to continue find a new job and work or DAE in NYP accept me wit a course I like or a least can learnt new hand on I mean....
God I am really lose now lor.... wheather to study or work.... I don wan to go ITE definitely not look dowm but I don like relax place to learnt ting de.... I like to go a place can learnt more ting.....

2007-03-31T10:00:00.000-07:00

LOL..... I am here to blog again:)
Haiz... recently I'. just out of job coz of the compaint I get.... I am so frustrated that the Boss and Courfour Mangement can say to be good for nothing one lor..... Due to the stupid fight that they fight in the my counter..... That result me in out of job??? Haiz... watever I don wan to miantion again that incident.... Now I'm finding a new job or hope the NYP could accept me and let me go to a course I like.... Now really can say god plan le..... Neither I using DAE way get into poly or if not I be workin le lo..... But I have decided to retake my EL, math, and science in Os as private candidate.......

Now I am really bore to death.... Human are really create to work man..... witout work I fell smthing in me man.... Also I cant really stay at home man.... I have been eatin a lot till 6 meal like that and keep slpin too... Now I'm result in gainin weight le ..... So cannot!!!!

Actually I have list of thing that I can do in mind in order to don let me bore......
1) doin sport stuff=> Like goin for swim, Bball, badminton. I love aport:) can lose weight too.... but am too shy..... lols but thought of goin swim tml....
2)Goin shopping
3)rent VCD=> I like to watch show.... lols.... last time due to workin not enough time... and now a not bad time to watch........

satuerday

2007-03-03T08:58:00.000-08:00

AsKiN 4 PuNcH!!! NiGhT iN e NiGhT
SaTiSfY
ReFlEcTiOn!!
MooooooooooooooooN!!!
Yammy Yammy FOOd
YeAh:))
Yoz a tiring day for work:( LOLS Not realli la..... Human are made to work de ma.....
Oh I nearly forgot to take display some pic .... the pic are mainly taken in when I having buffet wit hamster:) Haiz so long then can b display, coz I have not camerer... really hope to get a HP that can take nice nice pic and listen to music man..... MUSIC AND PHOTO rock my life the neh.......

Tueday

2007-02-20T10:39:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!!!!!! To everybody Im really blessed to have have gone through 1 year and get lot of red packet:))

I am a WHY gal .... WHy WHy Why???? LOLS

satuerday

2007-01-20T08:34:00.000-08:00

I miss swimming:( I also miss Bball....
I have been gainin weight man.... reali siao liao if continue gaining weight lor....
Tis week I have been overspending my packet $$$ lor..... wed of thur I haave already spend $20 tt my packet $$$...:( But Thank god that coz I have a very lovely mum which prepare my breakfast and also my lunchbox:) Thank lot to my mum man.... althoght she donno I praise her lol....

Next week goin to spent $ like siao man....
MONDAY: goin buffet wit hamster cost about $50 like tt
FridayL: going to dye hair wit Peiling and Ham cost $30 like tt
Satuerday: after work goin buffet wit Ting ting they all which cost $20 like tt

Waa.. siao sia cost me $100 like tt:(

Tuesday

2007-01-16T08:13:00.000-08:00

IZZIT FIAR???
There no fairness in the world lor....
I juz realize that the aroplane that Im using is not spoit then open another new one then he wan to cut my 1 day salery??? IT $43 leh.... FAir??? Not fair lor.... ALthoguht I make mistake in openin another new one but tis does not need to cut my one day salery lor.... WHo don commit mistake??? Beside that although I open a new one is wrong but everything will spoit eventually 1 day de ma.... tt time then use teh new one also can de ma.... Y must take away my one day salery..... stupid boss shit la....
FEEL like quitting and agrue.... But tis cant cool dowm my strong sence of unfairness in my heart.... I hav tink of way to revenge tt is slack 1 day since no $$ get ma.... My frenz say y not 1 day don go and they don find out.... hee.... but tt coco the mangement of tt place say out how ar... wat about damage the picooz which cost about $40 one... I spoit 2 of it and thrown alway at least like tt $80 leh..... LOLS
NOT FIAR LOR ... Boon Shit Boss .... I don care.... 1 day $$$ how can waste 1 day of my Hard earn $$$ althoug I did not sell much the least is 5 per day... but tt doesnt mean I did not do my best lor........ He not happy can cut ar... I not happy tt mean I have the rite to burn their product izzit?> No rite.... How can I do nth about it... SInce I nv say I quit, I MUST have my revenge

TT for sure....

satuerday

2007-01-13T08:34:00.000-08:00

Waa... Im here to blog again:)
IM damn frustrated lor... for wat happen day ago....
I have saw a very nasty,not gentleman,petty, fake costomer lor....
It a man smmore.... I really hate him to the core le...
I did nth wrong but then juz my toy pass his head and 2nd time hit his wife or GF onli..... He Diao me le..
I also lo... then he say wat "wat Ur name??" I don wan to give then " he wanna c my superviser" then I so angry liao.... I go and ask a stuff to act as 1.... then I do all the tokin lor... He say wat dislike My servin, hit him purpusely .....
hate him lor.... stupid man

Tue

2007-01-08T09:55:00.000-08:00

Dont miss reading this one
A touching story and
A good reminder: "Take time to appreciate what you have now."

On the last day before Christmas, I hurried to go to the supermarket to buy the remaining of the gift I didn't manage to buy earlier.

When I saw all the people there, I started to complain tomyself,"It is going to take forever here and I still have so many other places to go.
Christmas really is getting more and more annoying every year.How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after it..."
Nonetheless, I made my way to the toy section, and there I started to curse the prices, wondering if after all kids really playwith such expensive toys.

While looking in the toy section, I noticed a small boy of about 5 years old, pressing a doll against his chest. He kept on touching the hair of the doll and looked so sad. I wondered who was this doll for. Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him, "Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?"

The old lady replied, "You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear."

Then she asked him to stay here for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

Finally, I started to walk toward him and I asked him who did he want to give this doll to.
"It is the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her."

I replied to him that may be Santa Claus will bring it to her, after all, and not to worry.
But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus can not bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mother so that she can give it to her when she goes there."His eyes were so sad while saying this. "My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mummy will also go to see God very soon, so I thought that she could bring the doll with her to give it to my sister."

My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said, "I told daddy to tell mummy not to go yet. I asked him to wait until I come back from the supermarket."
Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me, "I also want mummy to take this photo with her so that she will not forget me." I love my mummy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me but daddy says that she has to go to be with
my little sister."
Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.I quickly reached for my wallet and took a few notes and said to the boy, "What if we checked again, just in case if you have enough money?"

"Ok," he said. "I hope that I have enough."

I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll, and even some spare money.
The little boy said, "Thank you God for giving me enough money."
Then he looked at me and added, "I asked yesterday before I slept for God to make sure I have enough money to buy this doll so that mummy can give it to my sister. He heard me." "I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mummy, but I didn't dare to ask God too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and the white rose."

"You know, my mummy loves white rose."

A few minutes later, the old lady came again and I left with my trolley. I finished my shopping in a totally
different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.

Then I remembered a local newspaper article 2 days ago, which mentioned of a drunk man in a truck who hit a car where there was one young lady and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-assisting machine, because the young lady would not be able to get out of the coma.

Was this the family of the little boy?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young lady had passed away.I couldn't stop myself and went to buy a bunch of white roses and I went to the mortuary where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wish before burial.

She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rosein her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.
I left the place crying, feeling that my life had been changed forever. The love that this little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to that day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk man had taken all this away from him.

Friday

2007-01-05T09:09:00.002-08:00

WOW.... 2007 cumin le...
BYE 2006 ... WELCUM 2007!!!
:( Im 1 yr older le.... Haiz.... time fly man...really neither we use our life wisely or we waste it alway....
Tis year CNY eve.. I spent my time with my workin frenz... We wnet to Marina Bay for steamboat man!!! Which cost us $13... There also indeed a lot blessin and mirical happen ....
Blessing from 1 guy for the treat of drink...
merical: that is after the steamboat is about 2.30AM and there hardly have any taxi.. But there cum a christain family which blessed us to drive us back to AMK as Im goin to ton at my frenz Ham. hse 4 overnite...

Friday

2007-01-05T09:09:00.001-08:00

Friday

2006-12-15T09:28:00.000-08:00

Beautiful Psalm 23
This is an eye opener...
Some probably never thought nor looked at this Psalm

The Lord is my Shepherd
That's Relationship!

I shall not want
That's Supply!

He maketh me to lie down in green pastures.
That's Rest!

He leadeth me beside the still waters.
That's Refreshment!

He restoreth my soul
That's Healing!

He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness.
That's Guidance!

For His name sake
That's Purpose!

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death.
That's Testing!

I will fear no evil.
That's Protection!

For Thou art with me
That's Faithfulness!

Thy rod and Thy staff they comfort me,
That's Discipline!

Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of my enemies.
That's Hope!

Thou anointest my head with oil,
That's Consecration!

My cup runneth over.
That's Abundance!

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life.
That's Blessing!

And I will dwell in the house of the Lord.
That's Security!

Forever- That's Eternity

:) sat

2006-11-24T11:19:00.000-08:00

Oh today is my 2nd day working as a promotor in taka. there selling toy:)
That my 1st job man!!! I got to promote toy too.... LOLs is veri tiring for my leg but also a new experience in my life also..... I relize that now study is impt.... creativity and innovative also veri impt also.... Bcoz actually there got Tv provided already the ptoduct of the ting le..... However, we needed there bcoz we need to attract and do more way to attract the production... Creative in making the product interesting that able to attract ppl attention also..... I finally noe the hard times of my parent:( haiz... also the good to able to get $ from them LOL..... Its a blessing to have packet $ t spend that enough 4 eating already.... It a blessing to have a hse to live in, its a blessing to able to move with urs hand:)

Monday

2006-11-20T08:06:00.000-08:00

Yoz..... I have finally finish mine Os ......LOLs!
But What I am worry now is the RESULT...... I scare that I can't do well....
I am really desire to go to Poly very much..... With the course that I will enjoy veri much....
I am alway a very weak student in the class.... I have been wonder so much why my class ppl so werid de.... Wat I so seen to be a fool to them and is funny??? Asin teacher izzit respiration izzit the breath in and out thing izzit tt funny?? Have douth must ask wat??? Izzit tt rite....

Today heard from my frenz tt my classmate he have post what my frenz and me write on the msn on his blog man!!!!
Wat is he doin man??? we are juz joking but y he post it??? Wat his motive??? I serously have qns about it man!!! We r juz jokin and crappin onli wat??? Where need to post de???
Actually at 1st I have tis tinkin tt Big Mouth, can't b tusted ppl, ham ji and cheap.....
But actually tink back.... wat he up to I don noe..... But I tink through myself tt is he juz havin fun to share or frenz joke la.... But juz I don like ppl to any tell thing lo..... I prefer trusted frenz:) Heart to heart frenz:) Loyalty frenz, listening ear frenz:) Beside tt I have include tt wat if I put masty ting in it??? Tis show tt watch ur life and b real??? U mean b prepare tt lead ur life asif wat world is watchin.... Don hide..... PAPER CAN"T COVER FIRE .... Ppl c me as childish playful or nv growth up... I don care...... I juz now tt U got to real and careful..... I understand ppl make mistake..... So do I wat LOLs ..... Many lo..... but admit lo.... and try to change...... Tis lead bake to god word..... that :

I rmb Bible say b4 lead a rightoues life..... and live life asif Jesus cumin back tml........U donno may tml he b back.. In bible say he will cum back like a thief tt u won noe he back, and u be unprepare......therefore do and live as wat is right and clear conscience life every moment...... Today I really understood wat tt mean.....

That is do wat is rite in most of urs life.....and fruitful as if tml is ur dieing day..... U donno wat will happen tml.....

Sat

2006-11-17T18:19:00.000-08:00

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.

Story of FROGS
Once upon a time there was a bunch of tiny frogs.... who arranged a running competition. The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower.
A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants.... The race began....
Honestly: No one in crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower. You heard statements such as: "Oh, WAY too difficult!!" "They will NEVER make it to the top." or: "Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!"
The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one....
Except for those, who in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and higher....
The crowd continued to yell, "It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!"
More tiny frogs got tired and gave up....
But ONE continued higher and higher and higher.... This one wouldn't give up!
At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower.
Except for the one tiny frog who, after a big effort, was the only one who reached the top! THEN all of the other tiny frogs naturally wanted to know how this one frog managed to do it?
A contestant asked the tiny frog how he had found the strength to succeed and reach the goal? It turned out.... That the winner was DEAF!!!!

The wisdom of this story is: Never listen to other people's tendencies to be negative or pessimistic....
because they take your most wonderful dreams and wishes away from you -- the ones you have in your heart!
Always think of the power words have.
Because everything you hear and read will affect your actions!
Therefore: ALWAYS be....POSITIVE!
And above all: Be DEAF when people tell YOU that you cannot fulfill your dreams!
Always think: God and I can do this!

Another ones:)
An Angel says, "Never borrow from the future.If you worry about what may happen tomorrow and it doesn't happen, youhave worried in vain.Even if it does happen, you have to worry twice."

1. Pray
2. Go to bed on time.
3. Get up on time so you can start the day unrushed.
4. Say No to projects that won't fit into your time schedule, or thatwill compromise your mental health.
5. Delegate tasks to capable others.
6. Simplify and unclutter your life.
7. Less is more. (Although one is often not enough, two are often toomany.)
8. Allow extra time to do things and to get to places.
9. Pace yourself. Spread out big changes and difficult projects overtime; don't lump the hard things all together.
10. Take one day at a time.
11. Separate worries from concerns. If a situation is a concern, find out what God would have you doand let go of the anxiety. If you can't do anything about a situation, forget it.
12. Live within your budget; don't use credit cards for ordinarypurchases.
13. Have backups; an extra car key in your wallet, an extra house keyburied in the garden, extra stamps, etc.
14. K.M.S. (Keep Mouth Shut). This single piece of ad-vice can preventan enormous amount of trouble.
15. Do something for the Kid in You everyday.
16. Carry a Bible with you to read while waiting in line.
17. Get enough rest.
18. Eat right.
19. Get organized so everything has its place.
20. Listen to a tape while driving that can help improve your qualityoflife.
21. Write down thoughts and inspirations.
22. Every day, find time to be alone.
23. Having problems? Talk to God on the spot. Try to nip smallproblems in the bud. Don't wait until it's time to go to bed to tryand pray.
24. Make friends with Godly people.
25. Keep a folder of favorite scriptures on hand.
26. Remember that the shortest bridge between despair and hope is oftena good "Thank you Jesus."
27. Laugh.
28. Laugh some more!
29. Take your work seriously, but not yourself at all.
30. Develop a forgiving attitude (most people are doing the best theycan).
31. Be kind to unkind people (they probably need it the most.
32. Sit on your ego.
33. Talk less; listen more.
34. Slow down.
35. Remind yourself that you are not the general manager of theuniverse.
36. Every night before bed, think of one thing you're grateful for thatyou've never been grateful for before.

GOD HAS A WAY OF TURNING THINGS AROUND FOR YOU. "If God is for us (and if you are for God), who can be againstus?"(Romans 8:31)

MONday

2006-11-12T09:45:00.000-08:00

Yoz :)

Now at Hui Ying's house I am staying overnite for 2 day leh.... Actually we should study de... But in the end we end up playing com and slacking... I really feel very guilty about it..... Bcoz I have forsake our main purpose which is to study..... Therefore I got to go and study now .... So... bYES:)

2006-11-10T07:16:00.000-08:00

Yoz after this week I have finally complete majority of the importaant subject:).... It a very tiring week man.....
MONDAY: I having Math 1 and SS
For math I think it is tough man worry sia.... donnna can pass man??? But at least I tired le..... I do know some of the qns:) For regard of the SS..... the Merger really cum out ma.... beieve that many ppl happy till siao that it cum out.... But I choose the Educationa and welfare state de.... Coz I have studies lot on it... for the merger I also cannot rmb clearly the point too.... therefore I do not risk it.....
TUESDAY: Chemisry...... It can say to be very easy man... But I seen to have clearless mistake:( I also black for some moment as I c tink hard on the qns.... I have been very tired as the nite before I did not slp..... Coz worry haiz.....
WED: I having EL and Physics...... The EL really make me worry tt my killer sub...... But tt not the end also.... the physic paper tough like siao man..... :(
FRI: I having math 2...... I donno how but I do have clearless mistake like tt.....

No matter wat..... I hate to discuss about the correct ans after the paper man.... wat done is done..... I wanna move on..... COz after the exam I alway c my frenz or classmate saying How how wrong sia..... I hate tt...... wat done have no turinning pt le.... We gonna move on k?? If wan complaint can help wat??? If the paper can give us back and let us get all qns 100% rite.... If can I don mind:)..... If can't... I don wan to tink how gd or bad I have done le.... Coz human have the tendercy to get proud and discourage man.... Neither of it will do u gd.... SO NO LOOKIN BACK:) I now tt proud will make me slack and discourage will make me don wan to move on le....:)

Well I still got 3 more sub.... tt is FnN , History next fri and science MCQ next next week..... then go for celebration le... Yeah:)

:) sat

2006-10-07T04:25:00.000-07:00

HEyo:)

Tis week I learnt something new..... I love tis sentence as it written:
" We are often troubled, but not crushed!
Sometimes in doubt, but never in despair!!
There are many enemies, but we are never without friend!!!
and though badly hurt at times, we are never destroyed!!!!"
Ya... from tis I really learnt a lot from it:)
Yes at time I had face troubled, but I nv crushed by it.... Hoe can ppl be crush by it de.... I nv heard it b4....
Also I am a person full of why too.... eg."Y other don study score well, but I study so hard yet score a juz pass onli" however I nv lose in hope but believe tt no maater wad different ppl got different way of reachin thing they want.....
Yes !! I not perfect... I can't be like by every ones....and indeed I got a lot of enemies!!! In class ther lot ppl whoo don like me coz I not pretty?? Slow in learnin?? Noisy?? talkertive?? etc.... LOL who care what they think er....... But I still got frenz ar...... I change onli for god k..... not 4 ppl!!! ppl=not good/imperfect..... who wan to change 4 them..... I change onli 4 ppl tt worth my no regrate!!!:)
At times I did badly hurt by other criticize, when serving god and bad result....... But see wat?? I still alive on the earth.... I nv b destroy by it ar....:)

Tis sentence it have been impacting my heart:)

"In all our troubles, I am still full of courage, I am running over with joy"
"In all our hardship, I am filled with encouragement abd overflowing with joy"

Yeah:) in time of troubles, we must face it with courage
also in times of hardship, we cannot be discourage sia.... on the other hand we must face with encouragement and not give up.....

thurday

2006-09-20T11:00:00.000-07:00

HEyo:)
erm now is goin to be 2am in the morning.... still aware waahahaha..... can't slp sia.... tt me an owl wo...... but can woke up at 2pm in the afternoon LOL.... bad bad bad ytd I slp at 4+ amthen woke up at 2-3pm LOL...... Hiaz..... I am reading some interesting web site.... It give me inspire to write my EL compo LOL....... It not bad ...... I learn tt leader who lives his life in the open has nothing to guard or fear..... also A true leader must be the kind of person who makes things happen. He is a starter. and many more.... LOL

:) sat

2006-09-16T01:21:00.000-07:00

This Photo is taken ayt Bishan:) near Irene mum childcare there....... It a very nice environment to be in.... yeah.......

Tis photo is being taken at S'pore Expo:) we went there and shop for Malay and Chinese custom store...... I went with Hamster....... Went home quite late le........ No bad trip either......

Friday

2006-09-14T22:00:00.000-07:00

This week I am having my prelim.... waa... I really have lot have not stuudies sia..... So many..... chapter and book to read and find out more..... Math too.... so many qns. till I d like siao gal for today.... I gonna work hard sia.... My grade still the same bad bad bad..... Haiz.... I got to improve to L1R5 below sia..... I say it with Ming le... together jia you to improve my grade.......

LAter going out with Irene sia..... to PS LOL..... I'm can't wait for that.... I go there also to fix my Handphone too.... Hiaz......It spoit le....... Anyway, it don mean much to me coz I don top up or use it de.... only recieve sms...... LOL......

Holiday

2006-09-08T08:12:00.000-07:00

This picture was taken today :) WIth my daring Irene....LOL we have bougtht the same clothes which cost about $35 LOL ..... We like sister rite LOL
Waa..... This week I have been going out all day long man!!!! I also relize that this week I have been went to Toa Payoh 3 time man!!!! but then with different people Diana, Hamster and Irene LOL I have bought 2 pair of earing there also.... I love assacories:) Then I plan to go and buy a black wallet today with Irene de.... But too bad it did not sell there le..... So I bought a treatment for nose and shirt:) LOL ....

This picture have taken long ago with Hamster,shooting ande xiao qian:) At Nicole house wraming day ...... One of my classmate .....

Tue

2006-09-05T07:02:00.000-07:00

This week I am having 1 week holiday... I got to use this week and study hard sia!!! Because when school reopen I be having Prelim le..... I got to Jia you..... Oh also I have decided to retake my chinese paper le, I wanna try again to do better. Despite many teacher say that B3 is the max I can reach le.... I still wanna try try and try....

For my EL oral I think I say out of point leh!!! very worry..... sniff sniff.... But I do not want to give up leh really..... I wannna try more and more..... I don wan and nv give up..... I am stabborn at time also..... the more people say NONO the more I go and do it.... I also don like to listen to what other people say de.... Erm not to the extreme la..... But I do listen but I do think through what they say rite or not also la..... LIke one of my classmate say I not pretty and nv be pretty etc... But I think he very weird and siao lo.... I pretty or not is not his problem wat, I like to be myself even pretty or not lo... yeah:).... class people some werid weird also.... hiaz... I like to be myself la.... even people say I very noisy......... hee:) I like to be myself horray!!!

Last sat I went out with Irene :) I bought a body fit set clothes:) which cost me $35 LOL..... I realize that nowaday I love to save $$$ and buy the stuff I like:)
I nowaday start loving earing, assasories and also buy clothes too:) I also wanna buy the OP shirt and pant tooo yeah.... but very expensive sia.... I shirt already cost $39.90 sia.... I gonna save like siao le..... I also love eating too.... I love sushi:) nice to eat!!!!

:) sat

2006-08-25T21:35:00.000-07:00

Waa... Long time I have not blog le.... Haiz!!! Because recently there are alway remedial after school, which really make me very tired after that. However, yesterday I have gone out with Irene after school to acompany buy thing and watch movie:) I have spent a wonderful day with her:) yeah!!! We have gone to Bishan then went to Toa payo to shop... LOL... I and her have bought a earing LOL... it very nice, I love it a lot... Then we have shop for clothes and decided next time we should go and buy clothes together:) After that we have went to watch movie... After decided for some time... we have decided to watch "Monster House" it have been a very nicely show to watch LOL:) Irene and I have enjoy a lot:)

:) sat

2006-08-05T08:47:00.000-07:00

Today I have recieve E-mail and there are two very touching stories, it may be ordinary to you but it have touch my heart:)

The 1st story is that:
There was once this guy who is very much in love with his girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl.
Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future didn't seem too bright, they were very happy together.
Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never comeback. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future forboth of them, so they went their own ways there and then...
Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself.
Finally with all the hard work and the help of friends, this guy hadset up his own company ..You never fail until you stop trying.
One rainy day, while this guywas driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rainwalking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize they were his girl's parents.With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside thecouple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan.
He wanted themto know that he wasn't the same any more; he had his own company, car,condo, etc. He made it!
What he saw next confused him, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and so he got out of his car andfollowed...and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly asever at him from her tombstone and he saw his paper cranes rightbeside her...
Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was ill with cancer.
She had believed that he will make it someday, but she did notwant to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to leave him.Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the daycomes when fate brings him to her again...
he can take some of thoseback with him...
Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.The guy just wept...
The worst way to miss someone is to be sittingright beside her knowing you can't have her, see her or be with herever again.........hope you understand.
Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much toyou, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who youthought meant nothing to you.

The next story was that:
One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry.
He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water.
She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it slowly, and then asked, "Howmuch do I owe you?""You don't owe me anything," she replied "Mother has taught us neverto accept payment for a kindness."
He said... "Then I thank you from my heart."As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt; strongerphysically, but his faith in God and man was strong also.
He had been ready to give up and quit.Years later that young woman became critically ill. The local doctorswere baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they calledi n specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly was calledin for the consultation.
When he heard the name of the town she camefrom, a strange light filled his eyes.Immediately he rose and went down the hall of the hospital to her room.Dressed in his doctor's gown he went in to see her. He recognized herat once.
He went back to the consultation room determined to do hisbest to save her life. From that day he gave special attention to thecase.After a long struggle, the battle was won. Dr. Kelly requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval. He lookedat it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to herroom.
She feared to open it, for she was sure it would take the rest of herlife to pay for it all. Finally, she looked, and something caught ;her attention on the side as She read these words....."Paid in full with one glass of milk." (Signed) Dr. Howard Kelly.Tears of joy flooded her eyes as her happy heart prayed: "Thank You,GOD, that Your love has spread abroad through human hearts and hands."
That the two touching story that I have seen... it was touching :'( LOL Yeah!!!! :)

2006-08-02T21:08:00.000-07:00

A WAA YEAH YEAH!!!!! TOday was a school holiday to my school, other school I not so sure le ar..... But I sleep for 14 hour today leh:) Yesterday 6pm-8am today. Because the day before I have not sleep for the whole day doing my FnN CWB ... Hiaz..... I so slow de..... Spenting whole night still cannot do well and complete..... I really like a snail man!!! Hate myself for that imcomplete task man.... But happy at least I do my best le.....I did try.... I did work for it......
Aiya Juz excuse lo.... can't complete is can't no 2nd ans.....

But In my e-mail I saw a picture that funny, aiyo and dotx man!!!!

LOL............... really diao man......

Then also tis also what I receive in my E-mail also :)) heeeeeeeeeeee.... I really learnt from all this:

I've learned....That we should be glad God doesn't give useverything we ask forI've learned....That money doesn't buy class.

I've learned...That it's those small daily happeningsthat make life so spectacular.

I've learned...That under everyone's hard shellis someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.

I've learned....That the Lord didn't do it all in one day.

I've learned....That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

I've learned. I've learned....That the less time I have to work,the more things I get done.

LOL..... :))

Wednesday

2006-08-02T02:52:00.000-07:00

Today I should should be quite tired but still fill with energy, this really puzzle me as I have not been sleeping for the whole night doing my FnN .... But still could not finish it on time.... But I am still grateful that at least I have do my best le.... Although like still got many mistake commited haiz.... Then today I went to school I still busy with FnN for the four period then today also got Physic mock exam and math quadratic equation test also....

Physic on practical- was quite oksay for me..... LOL but find the answer I do not know hoe le....
Math- I don't like that... so many english and I don understand also:( In total the mark I have done is 9mark ohter question I have not do......

But what really thouch my heart yesterday was that.... My English teacher Ms Teo have send me a e-mail. After seeing that, make me give thanks to god every single thing even can eat, slp, breath...... it write
Dear all,

It is important to count our blessings, especially for our fulfilled basic NEEDS which most of us take for granted, such as food and water.

More importantly perhaps, is to be aware of another's sufferings and to alleviate it whenever and wherever we can, however we can.

For love of those who suffer, which is often needlessly, do forward this email to all you know. Though these pictures are taken in 1994, they still reflect how things are NOW, 12 years later...

The first step to helping is being aware of the help needed to be given. Do pass this on, and may God bless you for it.

then it follow by this photo being display:

I really count myself blessing when I saw this puicture, as they so skinny and go find any and eat. We really consider ourselves blessing and not to be too choosing on food, live,look le.... Infact god have already given the best le:) Should count our blessing everyday, rather then complaining on our daily life.....:) I am grateful for what I have really:)

Friday

2006-07-28T08:29:00.000-07:00

Hiaz... Today can say rather a problemative day.... Yesterday was being scold? By a classmate, for showing attitude?? And want me to say sorry to him??? Then last night when I go home before I sleep I really reflect on this matter of what actually happen, between us?? Infact I got to admit that I do not like him, because that sort of irrtating to me... LOL:) Then I thought throught should I say sorry??? as he also have his fault also.... In the end I decided to say sorry... Because for my part I did have wrong that keep on give him a face.... no one is perfect .... I also what, so how can do it to him as I also have my weakness also....Yet, I also learnt that true humility are taking away your pride and say sorry infront of other of your friend... No personnal right or wrong... I don wan to do out of fear but right!!! That I was wrong in the first place....

However, problem away seen to be any where and place..... Which really want to make me grow or testing me??? Haiz.... My F&n teacher tell me that I have fail my coursework A "O" level :'( It really another discouragement to me!!!! I start to have my exam symtom like last year...... But I still grateful that I am slightly fail..... I tell myself before even I knoe I will fail 1 mark I also strike for it.... I want to have a nv say die sprit in me...... Yes I weak!!! But I don wan to give up!!! Never!!! I want to give my best!!! Only 4 people fail:( But I also don't want to give up!!!!! Never!!! DO or Die!!!! I don't care the result le.... I want to strike my best.... Thank that I know my result now.... so I can work even more other..... I really very weak in all subject lei!!! Hiaz.... I will strike lo..... Really don wish to give up ... DOn Wann to ..... Nv want to ....

Sunday

2006-07-23T02:20:00.000-07:00

HEyo I am here to blog again.... Erm what I can say about this week is that this week is not bad week for me:)That tueday I went to Hui Ying house, because she borrow me her camerer... Thank god for her man!!! That she willing to lent me:) I am really grateful for her:) and also glad that I am being a very good listening ear for her for that day:D Hope you be fine now okay??? If possible I am willing to pray to god for you that god will protect you and ease the burden and sorrow that you have:) Girl!!! I cannot do much for you but support you... All the best k:) Don cry be happy:D Then also yesterday I am being a very wonderful day for me.... I went out with Diana my Best Frenz yeah:) We have walk all the J8 le, waa... really very very long time never go there le:) Last time is a land that I go very often LOL.... Yesterday go there still the same ... not much changes... She and me yesterday went to watch Movie there:) Yesterday we watch the "Pirates of the Caribian" the series 2 LOL.... It was very nice man but half way finished le.... Haiz.... Then after that we went shopping:D she and me bought clothes man!!! So happy and yesterday is great Singapore SALe!!! But going to end le:( Haiz.... I should save more $$ and go for shop man!!! Then after then I went study with Diana....1-2hr++ I studies some chemistry:) LOL.... Then we want to went for Dinner, but her dad and sister coming so I join them..... We went to cafe ... donno wad de eat.... I take a set meal cost about $16++ and her dad treat me sia!!! I really Appreciate and grateful to it:) Thank a lot to uncle:) Hee.... I am really very grateful, because I do not have much $$ le.... Then I spent time with Diana and her sister:) Her sister so fun man!!! MAybe coz I have children charecter izzit??? LOL ... maybe next friday going to watch Movie again Or donno yet :) but need to study hard too also:) Jia you Jia you to me also YEAH!!!

Wednesday

2006-07-19T01:13:00.000-07:00

HEyo... Am here to blog:) Yesterday reach home at 8.45pm, because after school I went to Hui Ying house to borrow from her the digital camerer for my today coursework B. For today my coursework can say to be not that bad:) but now having tough time choosing the right word to describe the sence of touch, smell, texture etc... Haiz... but this make me more motivated to improve my English man!!! Yeah... LOL... I also hope that everything that burden Hui Ying... Pray that she can overcome man!!! Don cry le gal!!! Jia you Jia you...... I support u alway:) U alway in my heart de:) don be discourage u can do it de.... Love you as my frenz and sis alwaY...
Next was I really wanna say a THANK to Kenny, today he pass me a birthday card... Thank a lot man.... I really appreciate that:) Happy Birthday to u too....

Monday

2006-07-17T02:32:00.000-07:00

Today I was having my O level listening comprehension... I can say that I have give my best to it!!! Good or bad it is really up to god to decide le:) LOL.... then tomorror I be having science period after school, hopefully it will not be a very draining day for me tomorror. I also hope that I am able to get a camerer before wednesday, bacause wednesday I be having to do my coursework B experiment. I already full of regrate that I did not do my coursework A evaluation :( Haiz... But dispite what I really do not want to give up... Instead, I want to do well in my coursework B.... I do not care is other do better or worse... I just want to do on my own space... Different people have different space of growth too:) I also heee....

I really hope that a camerer can save me now!!! LOL very worry that unable to find 1..... then I also damn tired today.... Yesterday, I cannot fall asleep man... I do not know why??? So today I was damn tired man!!! Feel like sleeping but worry that tonight I can't sleep!!! Also very angry that why I can sleep?? because today having listening yet cannot sleep... that mean I have energy.... I also want to have regular sleep.... especially day before my O level exam .... so I be able to have energy.....

Also nowaday I really got to take care of my health also.... Because today before my O level listening, my nose bleeded :( that bad that mean I was too heaty le... I also having some coughting and sneeze a lot but not yet flu.... haiz..... I got to take of my health properly also.... I do not wish to fall sick sia.... I also having a lot of blue black at my leg, after the celebration fot Ger Ling birthday:) and one is very big sia.... I get the blue black when I was playing with other.... This show that, actually when I play I very rough de.... till I do not care any just go and play... LOL That me..... I love game and play a lot man.... That the time when you can see I very high..... I was wondering why I did not join netball for CCA?? Because I realize that I like to play game a lot also.......

So I got to take care of myself..... amd study hard!!! My result bad man... got to jia you le......:)

SUN

2006-07-16T07:40:00.000-07:00

ELlo... Finally here to blog le.....:) Nowaday, I got to stay back school everyday for till 3pm the earlier...Latest can be 5pm!!! It really very driaining for me... I tired like siao.... But I still thank for every thing:) dispite good or bad!!! My every week got to stay back for remedial....
Mon-History till 3pm
Tue-Science till 3+++ pm
Wed-S.S. till 3pm
Thur-math till 3+++ pm
Fri-FnN till 3+++pm
Waa.... can see got to have good time management from what I see from above...... But this week going to past, there are thing that I am grateful for for my chinses teacher say what past is past... Chinese good or bad just continue to Jia you... Thank lot for Cao lao shi for saying that, it an encouragement to me... Because after my chinese oral,I am a bit discouraged... so thanks god for her!!! I also very grateful that friday Miss Teo say I am affrim by don't know which teacher say me I am hardworking, but now even more hardworking... LOL!!! But am very grateful to these encouragement.... Human are forgetful, so I do not want to forget the good thing!!!

This picture is my favourite!!! My sis-in-chirst in past!!! Last time used to gorw with them!!! LOL we look like family ma??? Hee.... gal really grateful that you all in my life!!! today went to Hui Ying uncle baH house.. the condo for swimming and BBQ!!! It was damn fun to play the water with her litter two brother also.... So cute Hee.....And hope god will bless Hui Ying.... she seen sad. LOL STay cheerful gal!!! Let Jia you for tomoror listening!!! God Bless us!!! Hee....

ALso hope that I must be very forcus during this few month in my studies, I also got to excersice regularly too... It was because I this few day do not really feel that good!!! I have cough recently and like getting flu too... also prayerfully that I do not like last last year, having before examination stress!!! that too extreme le... Like crazy gal for that period of time.... Cried everyday!!! torture myself every night after ministry stuff to studies.... Hopefully this year will not misforcus on my studies and do not stress:) that the best!!!!

Wed

2006-07-12T03:21:00.001-07:00

Today I having my O level oral.... It was quite an easy one, however, I did not do that good I feel. Especailly the reading aloud.Hiaz.... A lot of regrate man!!! But a least I give my best, dispite what outcome I still be very grateful!!!

Day b4 my Brithday....

2006-07-10T07:54:00.000-07:00

Today I having PE lesson in school, and it was a very enjoyable moment for me:) For I am playing Netball with other class people then my class girl and guy compitition... I have excercise a lot have have a lot of fun time playing.... I realize that I loved sport and when I play I want to win and love to the feeling of winning:) ALso, I even more like the feeling of encouragement dispite the compitition result is win or lose:) it mainly that every one will experience the feeling of being winning or losing:D.... So ultimately, it is the process and the learning place that I have.... For instance the group bonding etc... Really have lot fun in sport today:)

Then today after school, infact I need to meet Hui Ying and Ming Hui at 3.30pm at interchange.... But my chemistry teacher last minute say that I need to stay back for chemistry practical:( I meet them at 4.30pm but they did not get the message of I'm being late... But thank God:) they waited me in the Mos there... Bcoz I believe and trust them so I decided to go to Mos anf look for them to see they are there?? Guess what they do wait for me there:) Thank lot gal:'( Am really very touch....

Then today Priscilla and kungne cum my house to spend time with me for my birthday also.... thank lot:'( Am really very touch that you u all cum :) Hope u all also enjoy urselves also :)

*** REALLY WANNA SAY THANK MING HUI, HUI YING, PRISCILLA, KUNGNE FOR REMAMBER MY BRITHDAY :) U ALL R THE TREASURE THAT IN MY HEART GAL..... THE HEART IS BIGGGER THAN ANYTHING IN THE WHOLE AND ITS PRICELESS ALSO THERE CAN'T BE FAKE OR FORCE OUT THANK LOT!!!! AM REALLY VERY GREATFUL AND THANKFUL TO U ALL.... I'M NO BODY REALLY.... WHAT U ALL RMB TODAY I DO SAVE IT DEEP MY HEART:'(**** Chiamei

SUN

2006-07-09T06:27:00.000-07:00

Today was a normal day for me:) I have fallen for the VCD that I have bought the " shen diao xia liu" I love that show:) However, I cannot go too indepth to it, because it can be addited too:) Today actually I wanted to go swmming, however I was too lazy today and the wheather today was very cloudy I afraid it will rain:( so I did not go for swimming. wanted to excersice and lose weight :) Mainly because I found that will be more healthier for me:) So next time no matter what must go swimming at least 2 time a week unless got thing really important on:) Also I must commit myself to have 3 hour of study a day too... bacause I got lot of study or revision to be done... I do not wish last minutes study thing :( so stress for like last year the N level it driving me crazy man:( I almost want to give up but I do not want it to.... I beat my body like slave the last 2 week for the N level.... I promise not matter good or bad, I do not wish to commit the mistake like last years or 2 years ago man!!!! I wanted to improve my English!!! that is the reason why I crate a blog, hopefully this will not spoit the purpose of improving the my English:)

There alway time for everything:)

:) sat

2006-07-08T07:25:00.000-07:00

Today I have learnt how to change the blogskin, it was very complicating to me as I am not:'( But really wanted to say a very BIG thank to Xiang Yun, because she have selected some very nice blogskin for me and how to change my profile also. Thank a lot to you Xiang Yun:) Really very grateful for your help:) I know I am a student that not very easy to teach also:)

Ello:)

2006-07-07T07:05:00.000-07:00

Hello!!! this is the first time that I have start a blog in my life man.... Erm... it something new to me:) However, you lose nothing trying something new right??? Instead you gain experience:)

Today is a fruitful day for me:) In the morning I have gone to school as usual, however what have really made a difference is that today is an excel day for every school teacher on the other hand is that we were release at 12.15pm today..... Really Horray:) hee....

Today in the english lesson I was being called to say a speech.... that time I was really very nervous man:( Haiz..... I request teacher to make me the 2nd person to say the speech, because that time I really very nervous!!! I can felt my heart is pounding out already man, I was really very nervous that time. When my turn come, I can say that I was still very nervous man.... then I almost can't speak out properly.... Haiz!!! But thank god that at least I have the faith to go and do it, and thank god that I can have this chance to try out..... It better to commit a mistake now then never.... THANK GOD !!! I stilll very GRATEFUL for what have happpen today in my English lesson....

Then after school, I have go to Irene house man!!!! I have spend a very wonderful day together.... hee.... she very funny.... Oh also thank lot for Irene that she have thought how to made a blog man.... I have gone her house.... her parent was very friendly:) then also I gone out with her to Yishun there, we can say that we have been walk all over the place already.... Eat sushi, susage etc.... LOL A very wonderful day to be with you girl:)